Tuesday, December 23, 2014

SPECIAL ARRIVAL

Just a little excited as we spot her coming down the arrival ramp!
She sees us and the tears start.
I am normally not a very emotional person, but as I grabbed her I just cried and cried. Overwhelming joy.
Then it was Dad's turn, such a sweet embrace - and that made us all cry...except for Sawyer. He was just so happy. 
Sawyer's next and we haven't seen him smile this much all year.

More hugs and smiles...can't get enough of her.
HOME SWEET HOME!

Tuesday, December 16, 2014

THE LAST P-DAY/FULL WEEK


December 8, 2014

         Wow, today was a great last p-day on my mission! We got all of our errands finished in the morning.  Carlos bought dear, sweet Josefa here so we could have lunch together, and then he drove us home with our groceries so we didn’t have to walk 20 minutes home in the blistering sun!  We said our hard goodbyes and then we went to the internet café, which miraculously was open and we only had to wait a few minutes to use a computer!  PLUS – the connection was fast. Fast internet = happy Sister Colvin.  I loved my emails today especially my Mom’s “post mission memes”, so funny.  I sure hope that my family has a lot of patience with me, because I am gonna be WEIRD.

Christmas conference! Sooooo good. The whole mission was there!
Lovely faces at the Christmas Conference
December 10, 2014

         Wow, I haven’t had time to write this week.  Yesterday was our Christmas conference with our entire mission!  188 missionaries gathered together in one place.  President, as always, went all out, and the decorations/training/food was just perfect.  Aside from the expected “repent you sinning missionaries!” and “you should be baptizing every week!” speeches, it was wonderful.  About 1.3 of the mission has been working on a Christmas choir presentation and it actually sounds pretty good!  They have been going around to different cities in the past few weeks and have had great missionary opportunities.  The presentation talked about the Book of Mormon, Christ, Mary, etc.  It is all centered on how the Book of Mormon testifies of Christ. It is hard to describe, but it is very touching and made many of us cry. 
Lovely faces at the Christmas Conference
Elder Siebers always gets the most GIGANTIC packages!

More Christmas fun--with our ADORABLE senior couple!!!
A mission is so psychologically trying.  One minute you feel the Spirit, and you are working well in your area, and the next minute people try to make you feel guilty even though you have nothing to be guilty about.  You aren’t giving enough or you aren’t applying teaching techniques well enough, etc. I take everything with a grain of salt and let most things just roll off my back.  I try to take with me the spirit and intent behind these crazy trainings – that we should always be trying a little harder to be a little better.  At this stage of my mission I feel strong spiritually, mentally, emotionally, but for some (like my companion), certain trainings can be debilitating. 
 
President and Sister Cabral

But all complaints and concerns aside, I love President Cabral and I know that he loves all of us.  He treats us with the utmost care, compassion, and respect.  Yes, he gets a little crazy and fired up during training, but he is a wonderful man whom I love and respect very much. 
My only North American companion in Brazil - Sister Burris
 I bore my last testimony in the mission in front of the entire mission – it was interesting because most of the missionaries going home this transfer, cried and were very sad, didn’t want to leave the mission, and didn’t know what they were going to do post mission, etc.  I felt completely calm, happy, and at peace.  I know that the Lord accepts my imperfect efforts. I know that I have been an instrument in His hands to help these people. I have given it my best, day after day after day.  When my best wasn’t good enough, He strengthened me.  The Atonement makes up for the imperfections in my performance. With Dad’s cancer diagnosis, I went through some of the hardest trials of my life – feeling stalled, alone, and empty.  But the Lord, the great Master of my mission, got me back on my tired, sunburned feet.  He was my constant companion and friend, and He filled me with his love and understanding.

We held a funeral service with Zona Itaguaí! It was very funny, and all of the Elders played along really well :)
December 11, 2014

         Wow, this week is flying by!  We had zone training this morning and afterwards we held my “funeral.”  It is a funny/weird way that missionaries have of saying goodbye to those who are leaving the mission field.  We filmed the whole thing (30 minutes) – dramatic sad music, the viewing processional, opening remarks, a hymn, eulogy, and then every elder and sister paid their tributes.  They said really funny things all while wailing and throwing themselves on the ground and such.  Most of it only makes sense in Portuguese. I is a good emotional release for missionaries.

         Today was so HOT….109.4!  It is just the kind of heat that wipes you out without even doing anything.  Right now it is 10:10 pm and still it is 86 degrees.  But, aside from the heat, we had a few good lessons today.  N. is progressing really well! She is 67, years old, very well educated, and fairly well off, but she is also very humble and eager to learn.  She is having some great spiritual experiences and answers to prayers. It is so exciting to help someone learn to recognize and follow the Spirit. She accepted the invitation for baptism but has not selected a specific date yet. 

         We also had a great lesson with R. and J.  He is a recent convert and we had a good time with an interactive lesson that they seemed to like a lot.

December 12, 2014

         Today was so HOT – 102.2!  On our way to lunch we got an air-conditioned van to get relief from the heat, EXCEPT – the air conditioning was broken.  Imagine 45 minutes with 20 stinky sweaty people in a van with ALL of the windows and door closed.  It was incredibly hot and humid.  People started taking their shirts off (men and women alike) and it was just yet another Brazilian experience to check off my list. 
December 13, 2014
A few of the ward members held a going away party for me. It was raining hard so there weren't very many people, but the cake was good!



December 14, 2014
Remember Mario and Beatriz and their daughter, Rafaela?!!? And Pricilla and Anderson????!!!  Mario and Rafa were baptized by Anderson (RC), and presidente let me go and watch their baptism. It was the BEST and kindest last present!
December 15, 2014
          I am so STINKIN EXCITED TO SEE YOU ALL ON THE 18TH!  It will be the BEST Christmas ever!

NOTE from the transcriptionist/Mom - This has been an interesting, challenging, and enriching experience for me for the past 18 months.  Though I will miss this unique form of interaction with my daughter, I am sure looking forward to the reunion and to seeing what the future holds for Taylor! (I am also looking forward to cutting my transcription load to just the two Elder Colvin blogs.)

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Special P-day Surprise

Well, my brothers must be wearing off on me because I forgot to take pictures of my journal for this week's blog entry.  I do have several pictures to share though. It was another week of hard work in extreme heat. 
This is how we email....sandwitched (sp?:???) against a smelly, shirtless teenager. I thought Levi was in Chile.
my companion during language study haha
At the end of a LONG HOT day!
Heat, and riding in VW busses
reading a book at lunch when it was literally 100 degrees
I did have a couple of exceptionally great things happen to me.  The first one was a visit on Sunday night from my very first ward mission leader and his wife.  Then the next day they brought one of the recent converts that I worked with to lunch on P-day.
I felt very very loved! I just love Carlos and Roseangela, and everyone in Santa Margarida. It was a great last p-day present :)
Carlos brought Josefa to Santa Cruz today to eat lunch with us! It was SO wonderful to be able to see her again!
I was very excited to get a letter in the mail.  In fact I am always excited to get mail, but this time I got a special envelope from Loma Linda University... Well that just made me smile for days and days. 

Thursday, December 4, 2014

GIIVING THANKS


November 25, 2014
Sister V getting SOAKED!
         Oh, today was such a good day.  We had a great zone meeting and Sister V. and I got to do a practice follow-up with “investigators” that didn’t come to church.  I’ve gotten really good at showing my disappointment when people don’t come to church, and also trying to get them to keep their commitments.  Anyways, Sister V and I took out some of our PMS rage on Elder Hobbs and Elder Trujillo, who were our “investigators”.  It was a good practice, though I think that we scared all of the Elders a little bit.
         In other news, we visited our beloved J. and R. J. is a good man and he is starting to open up a bit with us.  Today he expressed how he is feeling more peace since we started visiting him.  He said that he had a wonderful time in church on Sunday and that the talks were answers to prayers for him. He has been reading the Book of Mormon and praying on his own.  We feel his sincerity and righteous desire to become better.  Today we helped him establish goals to quit smoking.  His goal is to be smoke free by New Years.  We told him that we will be fasting, praying, and reading scriptures with him, and doing everything that we can to help him.  I thank Heavenly Father every day for allowing me to teach this man at the very end of my mission.
November 26, 2014
         It is Thanksgiving tomorrow in the states, so during personal study today I made a long list of things I am grateful for.  I don’t think I have ever been so thankful for he smallest of things – but a nearly completes mission in a developing country will do that for you.  Santa Cruz is actually a rather dangerous area to work in.  Poverty level is high, sanitation level is low, an there are MANY favelas nearby (Antare, Rola I, Rola II).  The favelas have frequent violent incidents – gunshots, grenades, armed police raids (including armored vehicles).  Where we live and work it seems safe and chill, but it is disconcerting to hear gunshots or to be riding in a van when the driver mentions how 3 drivers were shot or stabbed the night before.  Sometimes I really wonder if I should be more concerned about my welfare and safety than I am.  We have seen many mentally and physically ill people, druggies, drunkards, addicts, prostitutes, and severely malnourished people here in Santa Cruz.  SO, this year, I am grateful to be in a safe mission house and to not have been shot at.  I am also very grateful for America and the fact that I am going home in three short week.
         We had a great fellowshipping activity tonight. Some of the less active members helped and our investigator J. came!  Bishop asked us what we did to help him to come because they have been trying for 25 years to no avail. We didn’t do much of anything, just being in the right place at the right time.  I made up a fun interactive lesson on the Spirit and the world’s voices.
 














THINGS THAT I AM GRATEFUL FOR
·      My family
·      The restored gospel
·      A healthy body
·      My mission
·      My Dad’s cancer that  has allowed me to gain a deep love and perspective about eternal families and the Plan of Salvation.
·      My faithful parents who love, write, comfort, and counsel me even though I am so far away.
·      My missionary brothers – Garrison for faithfully writing me letters and sharing so many of the same experiences as I have. Levi for acting on spiritual promptings and courageously leaving home at a difficult time.
·      Great missionary companions.

·      AMERICA
·      The Lord’s protection while I have been in Rio where it has not been all that safe.
·      A functioning shower, toilet, sink, and washing machine.  Life is much harder without these things.
·      Kind Brazilian people, especially the Brazilian members who take care of us and worry when we do not have lunch!
·      Spokane ward members and Pony Club families who have taken care of my family while I have been away.
·      Medical technology and my Dad’s doctor for saving my Dad’s life.
·      President and Sister Cabral’s love and tenderness towards me.
·      Sister Burris and our friendship including her pick-me-up notes.
·      My P-day e-chats with Mom – and the fact that we can email our families every week.  I can’t imagine serving a mission in the olden days.
·      All the wonderful people that I have been privileged to teach and the gifts that I have been given that allows me to do it.
·      The scriptures, especially the book of Alma.
What I am NOT grateful for - RATS!
November  27, 2014
         Well, it was Thanksgiving today and I spent the whole day febrile (101.5), with body aches and a headache.  We called Sister Cabral around 4 and she told us to go to the hospital and I was like, “uh, no thank you, it’s raining hard and I am positive that I just have the flu and need to rest.”  So then we called Irmao Franklin and Irma Daniella (a wonderful family in our ward that often helps us pep talks), and Irmao Franklin came and gave me a beautiful blessing – repeating several times that I would be healed and also that Heavenly Father is pleased with my mission.  It was very touching, and once again reassured me that the power of the priesthood is real and will work through any worthy priesthood holder.  Those divine words were so calming to my heart, and certainly will help me through these next few weeks. I can’t imagine my home and future family without these great blessings. After the blessing, I took some meds and then took a long shower and a long nap.  When I woke up, my fever was gone and my headache was much better. 
November 28, 2014
         Today was such a good day!  We got to visit N, who has one of the brightest minds I have taught on my mission. We left a Book of Mormon with her on our last visit and she has already read 11 chapters.  She has all sorts of hard questions and has a great thirst to learn, read, and study.  She said that she really likes the Book of Mormon because it helps her to remember the importance of keeping the commandments.  She also expressed that she is excited to see what will happen to Nephi’s family!  We just love her and teaching her is so EASY because it is really just more of a conversation.  I feel so grateful to be able to help her and teach her.
         The other great moment was with J and R.  Actually J wasn’t there when we stopped by, but we followed up with his wife to see how things were going from her perspective. She said that her husband is reading the Book of Mormon on his own and that he is trying really hard to quit smoking.  We are so grateful that he has decided that now is his time to change.  It makes me feel so good to be able to help people make positive changes in their lives.  It makes all the sicknesses, rejection, homesickness, bug bites, sunburn, heatstroke, rain soak, and all the other missionary challenges, WORTH IT!  I cannot express the great love and joy that I feel.  It is the kind of love that leads you to do anything and everything that you can to help another person. 
November 29, 2014
         We had a wonderful Spirit-filled lesson with J.  He is making progress and finishes all of his commitments with us.  He marked and shared verses from Enos that he likes most.  Today he expressed how happy he feels, and how he is feeling healthier and more at peace.  We are fasting with him today in order to help him have more spiritual strength to reach his goals.
         Other than that, today was a huge flop.  Lot of things fell through, many members bailed on us, and I am still feeling quite crummy from my fever.
         …..I must admit that I am excited to sleep (for a long time) in my own bed in just a few short weeks J
November 30, 2014
         Wow, rough day today.  Our whole day was spent walking and looking for 20 unknown names that the bishop gave us.  These are people who are REALLY inactive to the point of disappearing.  No one really knows what happened to them.  We were happy to serve the bishop in some small way.  We ended up finding 5 of the addresses, which is a good start.