Saturday, October 18, 2014

She's falling apart...




As close as I will ever come to Copacabana.
October 6, 2014
         Well, I got transferred!  I am now in Santa Cruz opening an area with Sister Viera.  She is a tiny little beautiful missionary from the Amazon area. She’s been out a little over a year, and is a very good missionary.  I feel grateful to finish my mission with her.  Also, I am so excited to open this area, because unlike Rio das Ostras and Barra da Tijuca, this was a sister’s area before….not just any sisters, but some of the very best, cleanest, nicest, and hardworking sister missionaries this mission has ever had. Sister Almeida just finished her mission, and Sister Kreling is headed to open a new area.  They have done excellent work here, and all of the members are really excited and involved in missionary work! It is such a nice change to be in an area where good work has been done and where you don’t have to scrub Elder’s messes off the floor. This area reminds me a lot of my first area, Santa Margarida – very poor, very humble, very good people. I don’t think that I realized how different the Barra mentality was until I started talking with these people.  They are so warm and kind and wonderful.
         One thing that is not wonderful are the lan house (internet cafes).  Imagine5 ancient windows monitors hooked up to a dinosaur-speed internet, broken keyboards, a mouse that doubles or triple clicks when you only want to click once, and literally a dust covered printer that shatters all dreams of printing off your parent’s letters.  Oh, and the computers don’t even have Microsoft Word.  Thank heavens that the grad school applications are done already!  Needless to say, I was VERY frustrated during email time today.
         What else?  Well, President Cabral literally moves the whole mission around with every transfer.  I am still STL, Elder Molina took Elder Maciel’s place as AP, and Elder Mountain is my new DL. 

October 7, 2014
         Man, opening an area is hard work!  The sisters left this area in really good condition but it is still very challenging because we don’t know where anything is!  Our area is massive and it seems as though I go from a big area, to a huge area, to a massive area.  The sisters told me that they have a good teaching group class to the church, but most of our members live far away.  We had a district meeting in Itaguai today –we have a really good, small district.  Elder Mountain (DL), Elder L. Quiezada (a greenie from Chile), Elder Trujillo (ZL from Bolivia who has only been out 4 months!), and Elder Morais (ZL from Brazil who has only been out for 9 months), and us two sisters. EM prepared a really good training and everything was well organized.  It has been a while since I have had a good DL. Other than the meeting, we spent the whole day waiting for vans and busses, or nearly getting killed by crazy bus drivers.
Views of our new apartment.
 October 8, 2014
         I haven’t been so tired in a long long time.  Man, I am completely wiped out.  It turns out that the sisters really didn’t have that ig of a teaching group, and we visited some people they left in the area book and they want nothing to do with us.  We walked and worked all stinkin day long. We taught a TON, but also had a lot of rejection and doors shut on us.  It’s been a long time since I ‘ve felt so much rejection in such a condensed amount of time. On the up side, I am lovin my little companion.  She is a spitfire!  We’ve had some good laughs already. Also, we found a nice man who has a lot of potential.  Yeah, one person was nice to us today!
         Well, I am smelly, and my achy feet are swollen.  Ants are biting my feet as I write.  But, I am grateful to be here, and I am grateful for my new companion. 
 October 9, 2014
         Wow, I am tired and achy again tonight! We didn’t have a single sit-down lesson today.  I was so tired that we went to a member’s house and stayed there for longer than we should have….but I couldn’t help it.  I am so foot sore.  Sister V is used to walking and being on her feet all day, but I am coming from 4 months of really not walking that much.  In my opinion, if you are walking all day, there is something wrong with your planning.  Unfortunately, when you are opening an area, you don’t really know how to make effective plans.  But we are learning. My body will really be ready to come home in 10 weeks time.
         Between yesterday and today we taught 11 lessons, but none of those lesson want us to come back.  People in Santa Cruz are in a much lower socioeconomic class that in Barra and even Rio das Ostras. As a result, the ways that we are being rejected are very rude and uneducated.  We had one last just plain slam the door on us yesterday, and today another lady ranted on and on about what we believe (which of course had nothing to do with what we believe.)  We even had a pastor try to Bible bash with us.  We’re getting really good about just smiling and being nice, even with the rudest people.
         Positive note: our zone and district leadership is really strong.  Our ZLs are young and full of energy and enthusiasm.  They are helping us remain positive about the situation.

October 10, 2014
         Today was a little bit better than yesterday.  I am feeling les physically wiped and we were able to fins some new investigators.  I was marveling at our church’s missionary efforts today.  Even though sister V and I are new companions, we are well prepared and trained to have the same vision and goals which makes working together simple. Even though we are very different, we are united in our missionary purpose.  I am liking working with Sister V.  She is feisty and funny, and she is a good teacher.
          Another thing that I noticed today is that I get tired, sore, achy, and crooked easier now than I did in the beginning of my mission.  My toenails are nasty, my face is all broken out, my posture is terrible, my back cracks every time I bend over, and my feet constantly ache. I think that I even have a few cavities in my teeth. Missions are hard on us physically and mentally – especially in developing countries.  I now understand why they medical screening is so extensive before you come on a mission.  We have to be in good condition. Imagine how it would be for someone in bad shape came here?  Those who start out in good shape are completely broken by the end. 
         Since I am on a rant…I am frustrated by the lack of technology.  We have no GPS, no smart phone, no internet, nothing.  We have a paper map taped to the wall.  We have no texting, emailing, facebooking, etc. We have 99 minutes per month, and the other sisters left us with 0 minutes.  We have an old cell phone that drops calls 75% of the time.  The rest of the world is so easily connected and we are so very disconnected. 
         Last but not least, it is SCORCHING here, and it is going to get hotter!

October 11, 2014
         Well, today was a great day! We worked hard, worked smart, and we were able to teach some good lessons. One of the recent converts and his wife took us on their referral, and after that they drove us around and showed us some important parts of Santa Cruz (like Cesarao, which is a big time favela where we can’t were red – rival color).  They were just so nice and we felt a lot happier after working with them.  Members make a huge difference in our work.
         Weird/funny/kind-of sad story:  We went to visit another recent convert who is inactive.  She is a tiny, grumpy, crazy old lady who quite obviously has problems remembering things. She complained about her aches and pains, told us that all churches are true, and then on the way out the door she asked us if we were from the Catholic church.

October 12, 2014
         Our ward is fantastic!!!  I m in a ward where everyone does their calling, serves and works hard, are united, and genuinely love each other and the gospel.  Also, one of our new investigators came to church today.  He is legally married, has 3 older children, and was referred by a friend who is a member.  He has already started reading the Book of Mormon and wants to set up regular teaching appointments.  He works and goes to school so the only time he has for lessons is on Saturday and Sunday.  I am so impressed with his desire to learn.

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