Wednesday, July 23, 2014

WARNING: Fiesty alert

It is crazy hard to transport your things by bus.
Transfer time
Sister R. and me at transfers.
July 14, 2014

            I got transferred, again. Presidente took a TON of missionaries out of their areas (ie. 26 areas had BOTH companions leave), and moved things around a lot.  Rio das Ostras now had 4 Elders.  Presidente took ALL of the sisters out of zone Macae.  But, Sister Burris and I are together again.  Yay!

July 15, 2014
 
The pile of trash cleaned out of the Elders pigsty.
          
This transfer was incredibly poorly organized. We were transferred to Barra da Tijuca, only our house was in a FAVELA and Presidente didn’t even know about it until I mentioned it yesterday.  So then we got stuck with the Cumorim sisters who are also opening an new area.  Both companionships are moving into yet ANOTHER disgusting mess that the Elders left behind.  I’ll spare you the details, but I will say that I never want to clean up so much pubic hair ever again in my whole life.  SHAME on these  Elders who don’t take care of their houses.  I called both of them out though (both of them were from my original district.)  Hopefully I guilted them into repentance.  Their mothers would be so ashamed of them.
            Our house:  Well, my bed is a mattress on the floor, and my desk is a filthy sofa with a plastic table.  There are tons and tons of cockroaches and mosquitoes and fruit flies.  It is just gross.  On top of the filth is the fact that this house is 1-2 hours from our area and the only mode of transportation is by bus.  I think that I have already expressed my deep hatred of buses here in Rio, but yeah, it sucks.
            On the bright side, our zone and district leaders are great young men.  We have Elder Hawks as a ZL again.  He is great.  He is now in Jacarapagua where I left 5 baptismal dates, and I am in his old area.  It is cool to see how much he sympathizes with our situation and how willing he is to help us out.  Our other ZL has yet to win me over.  Our DL, Elder Alves, was my former Dl when I was with Sister Ramao and he is a great guy. Good leaders make my life so much better.

After a thorough scrubbing we discovered our couch was supposed to be white.
 July 17, 2014
            I woke up with cockroaches crawling on my arms and neck. This area is really trying my patience and endurance. Our “house” is problematic.  First of all we live above a bar.  In order to turn on the “light” in one of the rooms, you have to plug in an extension cord that is attached to a single light bulb that dangles above the desks.  The flush the toilet, we have to run a hose from a separate faucet and fill the tank manually every single time. The shower…I have actually managed TWO hot showers this week, which is literally a miracle.  But even then, these electrical showers just are so shoddy that they work maybe 40% of the time.  Lots of times they stop working about 3.4ths of the way through the shower.  Uggghh.  What else?  Oh, I have some short of bug that is biting my hands leaving small itchy red bumps all over my fingers/hands/wrists. 
            Oh the joys of serving in Brazil.  Only 23 more weeks.  I mentioned to Sister B the other day that I feel like I am running a half marathon (which is the farthest distance that I can actually relate to), and I have hit the 9 mile mark.  That is where you feel wiped out having just run 9 miles but know that you still have three more to go.  The phrase “endure to the end” has become more important to me.

July 18, 2014
            I am so tired, and I am getting sick.  Today I got up, exercised, go ready, switched my laundry, started our personal study, then ended up feeling like crap and sleeping until about noon.  Then I got up and we left for work.  Almost 1 ½ hours on a bus later, we arrived at lunch with a really nice sisters and her 12 year old son., Gustavo.  He was a super cute kid.  When we asked him what he likes to do, the first thing he said was, “read the Book of Mormon!” He then proceeded to detail the accounts of his favorite storied with an impressive amount of energy and enthusiasm.  Way cute!
            I am realizing more and more that I just have no patience to work with less-actives. It’s always the SAME excuses – “I’m too busy, my health is poor, other people offended me.”  It drives me crazy.  I have learned to bite my tongue and let my sweet patient companion take the reins with the less-actives.
            We had a few very positive teaching experiences on the street and we even found a man, J. , who has already had a lot of contact with our church, but has never attended a Sunday service.  He asked us what he could do to visit our church. Another cool moment was teaching with Brother Xavier, who is an 84 year old former patriarch. He is just like a Brazilian Mr. Rogers.  He has been teaching twice with us now and he has a spirit that just radiates from him.  I just love being around him.
            Those are all the positives.  All of our ward members tell us about how hard our area/ward is.  When we try to show excitement and optimism, they just cut us down with another negative comment. It is frustrating.

July 19, 2014
            Today I had a break down inside of the bank after an ATM machine ate about $150 .  The inside part of the bank wasn’t open because it is Saturday.  Anyways, I just feel like I am so emotionally wiped out this week that the littlest things are getting to me.  There have been countless things that have gone wrong or have been really hard this week, and I am just at the end of my rope.  I ended up called Elder Hawks and venting to his sympathetic ear.  He gave Sister Burris and I a good pep talk, and we made it through the rest of the day without losing it. 
            One cool thing we met P. and A.  P. is coming back to church and A is a very intelligent investigator. 
My newest planner


July 20, 2014
            Well, we worked out tails off this week and we still have a ton to do.  This is by ar the most challenging areas I’ve been in and even the members and missionaries say that it is one f the hardest areas in the mission.  Church today was just plain sad.  Only about 50 members came to sacrament meeting, and no one sat by each other.  We have a lot of work to do in the ward itself. 
Only 3 more miles to go.
            We did have a small miracle today.  We were doing a “Capela Aberta” and I invited a young woman from off of the street to do a church tour.  We had and AWESOME member help us out, and then afterwards the young woman got emotional and said that the week before she had been at her lowest low in her life and she prayed that the Lord would help her to fell better.  She said that she felt that this church washer answer to her prayer.  Unfortunately, she is not in our “area” so we passed on her information to the missionaries in her area. 
            Cool side note: my accent and Portuguese are progressing because most people ask me if I am from the southern part of Brazil.  #miracles (I am really terrible at languages)

Quote for all time:

Apostle Orson F. Whitney of the quorum of the Twelve Apostles, explained: “ No pain that we suffer, no trial that we experience is wasted. It ministers to our education, to the development of such qualities as patience, faith, fortitude, and humility. All that we suffer and all that we endure, especially when we endure it patiently, builds up our characters, purifies our hearts, expands our souls, and makes us more tender and charitable, more worthy to be called he children of God…and it is through sorrows and suffering, toil and tribulation, that we gain eh education that we come here to acquire.”

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